sianned_days

just great.

2009-05-25T08:18:00.000-07:00

haiz. just when i felt like studying lol. she just had to come and kpkb right, now i see the stupid notes just reminds me of what she said, and piss me off only. how am i supposed to study like that.what.the.hell.
anw vball seems to self train alot x)like, everyday LOL.hms having a great time there, nice friends :D the trainings not as tiring as before, maybe im FINALLY getting sorta used to the trainings, and will not flop once i get home hahhaa.
think im gonna die soon, if i dont have the motivation to study during the holidays. everyday would be like play and play >< and maybe just abit of other stuff. haiy. i think im really screwed up and stupid la.
daym la whatt should i do -.=

random! not supposed to be here D:

2009-05-07T06:22:00.000-07:00

omg im really retarded. supposed to be studying econs now but well..just cant bring myself to do it D: haha glad that some people do care (: so now shall go and TRY to study econs..most prob fail though. will die for trg tmr! XD

haiy.

2009-05-05T03:24:00.000-07:00

so so tired of things right now.
why did things have to turn out like this. i guess i did see it coming soon enough, the way it was going. guess it was never meant to be. well, i tried, but nothing came of it? if it only serves to make me unhappy, i should forget about it right. haiy, just need someone to talk to, but who can i talk to..who would understand me.
nvm, just needed to say out some stuff heh. i feel quite guilty for neglecting my studies, and not like i have been very active in yec. sometimes i feel left out, although it seems like we are a team, there are still certain things i guess that im not into. cs has been nice, helping me learn how to plan events, and what are the essential components. although tough at times, he has used his cabness to make the events and meetings a more interesting one.
hmm, i have met 1 or 2 new friends(like since orientation lol) heh we will see how it turns out
VOLLEYBALL has been fun, the trainings, although abit tiring at times, has given me something to look forward to now. thanks alot vball ppl, for making me feel at home after sch and even in sch. exco nominations coming up, and i have to think whether to enter. main purpose though is to oust keith(oops). hope all turns out well.
ahh 10s03d. the guys have been fun! though theres 1 guy..nvm. the girls have been kinda friendly too, but i guess still have to warm up to them! try try..
dno why i had this sudden urge to blog, even if no one reads it, but lol..oh well ><

haha...

2009-03-15T21:08:00.001-07:00

havent blogged in awhile, and cus i dont really feel like doing econs so im doing this ><>My studies! are like dying, although i think i understand most of it. I cant seem to do the tutorials though, gonna have to chiong them soon. I got..maths tutorial/assignment, gp summary, bio tutorial and test blah blah blah. Quite crappy haha.

volleyball has been quite fun, although we have been doing the same stuff over and over again each week, just digging, setting, and playing the imba merry-go-round game. cant say that i have made alot of friends there, but i wanna say thanks to those who have been around (: it is my first sports cca..in my life XD being in robotics and guitar before that. Although i know that it is still very slack for now, i still go home feeling super tired after training. BUT there are vball dinners and such, fun haha. thanks to vball, i have a problem with my height, due to someone constantly reminding me that im so short -.- haiy. is 174 that short zz.

thought i havent said this, youth club is quite fun! with all the photo taking and crapping around. I think the real work hasnt set in, with the proposal not done, and the saigangs all not happening yet. we had a funny hangout session, from 10pm to the next day on saturday. didnt sleep much, but all that bs we were talking was worth it i suppose. Well, this is my first time doing such stuff. I was pretty much a mugger/loner in the past, and thanks to weekuang, jasper, chee siang, qianyi for making this experience very enjoyable so far. although the garden is abit of a worry now XD

Oonagi! found it surprising a group of people could bond this much, just in 5 days. we just had an outing to vivo, celebrating cheeyeow's bday and also to watch a movie. we spent like what, 2 hours just deciding on what movie to watch? haha but it was fun in a way (: ohoh, and the morning 'bathing session' was damm funny. we got all wet, but joshua got injured, so yeah. hope that we can make it through the years, and still have outings here and there..forever! haha. <3>

hmm cant think of much stuff now, maybe next time then..have to do work! hopefully i do it..

toooodayyyyy

2009-02-11T08:09:00.000-08:00

today went frisbee to injure my ankle HAHAHA. then the runs all gone case la! anyway super boring lectures, chem go super fast, then the physics super slow! omg last straw to make me change subject combi haha. trying to transfer to bcme O.O went for yec meeting at ciyuan cc after frisbee, and stoned till 7 for the meeting to start D: cheesiang was being a bastard as usual, come suan la! what run 400m is minute or seconds one, might as well dont ask lo! but dam fun la hahaha. thats all for todayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy! ~~

waaa headbang

2009-02-09T08:15:00.000-08:00

stupid la i think i should have studied more for sec4 :/ now stuck in some stupid class with like all the jokers in the whole world. how to study like that. basically emoed the whole day, except with oonagi <3 walao really like some highlight of the day la, split already come home feel sian again..haiy -.=

ha hi (:

2009-02-08T08:17:00.000-08:00

so cool this my 4th blog, and all of them have 1 post o.o anyway today dam tired! had to wake up at 8 when i slept at 2, dam unhealthy lo. Went for meeting with yec to discuss greenwave haha, and look at some presentation hahaha. lasted until 1, then went home and SLEEP! Then somehow got mass convo again, full of bs as usual (: but now all dont know fly where already, left 4, 5 people only.haiy! tomorrow got school, and there are actually LESSONS. ahh dam sian so thats all for today the first post for the 4th time :p